4th day already…it looks like the tears gonna dry up soon. Though not plenty full but yes I’ve still been crying. The words had not stop repeating…the images are still clear in my mind.
Whenever I close my eyes, the nightmare started and tears just flow. Think the 10yrs worth of tears had decided to give all back to me on 12 sept 2011. Or God had decided that its time to give me back the tears cos he knows how bad it is, this time.
My heart felt like those shattered glasses being step on again and again…till the stage that it is worst than a few piece of broken glasses.
I hope when I finally hit ground zero, it will finally be ok. But I dunno where is ground zero.